My Girls

My girls have been wanting to say hello - I think they're feeling neglected or something. On the other hand, I don't want my blog censored by Google, either, and we all know they LOVE to do that. So my girls and I reached a deal that they could be here but they'd have to have a bar put over their most sensitive areas.  We all hate the bar but the NWO has dictated it. Le sigh.

NOTE: I just found out there is a glitch in my email thanks to a server change :( ..if you sent me email recently, you'll have to re-send. Sorry.

So I've been using the breast pump lately. It's almost addictive because it feels so good but it's also time consuming. I figure a good pumping schedule should eat up about 4 hours a day. I can't really do that but I do as much as I can. And if I keep it up, I might be lactating again in a couple of weeks. Of course, that's not as much fun when there isn't anyone to drink my milk. Oh well, I probably won't do it.

Oh, and here is a side view just for clarification. Transgender breast development is such a tricky thing. I was on 7.5 mg of Premarin for about 10 years and I used hormone cycling, Motillium and pumping to lactate a couple of times, and if I had it all to do over again I'd probably cycle progesterone in there, although that's somewhat controversial. Being fat has also added to my boob size, of course, and I feel obligated to remind everyone of that. In any case, I'm still not happy. I think I'd probably just get implants if I had the money. Not big ones, just enough to perk them up a bit from their current B+/C to full C to almost D, which I think is where I want to be. I mean, on the one hand I'm proud of the fact that my breasts are all-natural but on the other hand I just plain want more, you know?

I may never get there but my goal is to have enough on top that guys have trouble making eye contact without their gaze drifting south. That's what I want.